A look in a glass-mirror..

I take a look in the mirror.

Quickly I look away...

Cause what I see makes me so ashamed.

Friends look at me and say:

Don´t look away!

You are beautiful!

But what do they know.

They can´t see what I see.

What´s behind it all...

Thoughts and comments that embarrasses me to think about.

Mistakes and flaws I just can´t leave behind.

Hate, lust, loneliness, longing....Needs..

I don´t want to admit that I have them...

I don´t want to admit that all I see in the reflection

is a corrupted image of evil...

A longing to get away.

A need to be free...

..from this evil that enslaves me in bondage of self-hate.

You tell me to look at You......

You will be my Redeemer.

You will free me from this captivity.

"Have a look into the written mirror!

See your self the way I see you!

Trust Me to make you pure again!"

The mirror of love..

The mirror of faith..

The mirror of grace..

"Have a look into My heart...

I´ll show you My love for you through it all...

Sunsets, roaring waves, calming wind, a hug, an unexpected gesture.