They say I´m selfrightius - then they obiusly do not know me.
They say I make myself more stupid then I really am - do they even have a clue how it feels to know enough to get good grades and know even more that this knowlage is nothing but junk?
I see my dubts everyday - knowingly brainwashed to beleiving truth dosen´t seam to bad.
I see my mistakes maybe more clear then anyone - I know that I need Jesus´rightiusness!
I see my stupidness too: I know much about what God sais about life, me and victory in Christ - do I live by it?
Most everywhere I go people say hatefull negative stuff about Christians - about me!
Yes, it hurts...Yes, it makes me question my belifes, my life and my God...
But mostly it makes me question me. What´s wrong with me since they don´t see You in me God? What´s wrong when they can´t see Your love for them but only judgement and selfrightiusness?
I need You to show me! I need You to guid me! I need You to hold me when I get confused!
Someone wrote: "When the people unrightfully accuse me I know I´m doing my job. When people get saved around me I know that The Holy Spirit is doing His."
