Friday, October 05, 2012

Do You really??

Wern´t really planning on going online just now cause I´ve got a lot of studies to deal with but I just had to share this with you:

I was thinking about this scripture Zef.3:17 says:
"The Lord your God is with you, He is the Mighty Worior who saves. He will take great delight in you. In His love He gives you rest, He will rejoyce over you with singing."
..so I asked: "Do You really, Lord?" With the words still on my lips I get this picture in my mind from my kindergarden days: how I "rejoyced" and "took great delight" when the kids did something they had never done before, or just smiled or reached out to me.
In gratitude tears fell from my eyes: What an awesome God we have - Who loves beond any misstakes, Whos grace reaches the unreachable and brings the hopeless back into His Hope!!

"For I know what thoughts I have for you, says the Lord: Thoughts of peace and prosperaty. I will give you a future and hope."
(don´t remember this script word by word or where it´s written but you see the essence) (also something that made all the difference for me:)

1.Tim.2:3-4 says:"This is good, and pleases our God and Savior, who wants all people to be saved and to come to a knowlege of the truth."

So people - this speaks clearly, not just to me but to everyone of you as well!! 

God loves YOU!! 
He takes great delight in YOU!! 
He rejoyces over YOU with singing!!

Come to Him, He gives hope that nor will nor can ever die :)
God bless ya´ll ;)




Friday, September 14, 2012

I looked around...

I´ve seen alot in this life.
News of war, catastrofees, murder, rapes, struggles, fights, terror, torture... 
It makes me wanna look away.

I´ve seen girls struggle with their selfesteem, or selfconfidence..not eating or purging..cutting or hurting themselfs in different ways..
...makes me wanna look away.

Such sadness in those beautiful eyes.
Such pain that just won´t let go.

I´ve seen hate: bricks trown to hurt someone who is a little bit different. Hateful words spoken. Hateful eyes.
Bitterness.. Darkness..
I need to look away!

Then I feel the sun, it still warms my face..
The colurs of the sunset looking bright and clear.
Stars are still shining, the rose smells so good. The beauty of a bed of flowers. The magestic featurs of the raising horses. The comforting kindness of a dog.

I know You are there! And I know You care... Why else should the sun keep rising? Why else all this beauty in the middle of the darkness? It´s Your way of saying: 

"I love you through it all!"

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

It´s Easter time...

There´s something that has been on my mind lately that I wanted to share with you all..
It has to do with how God sees us: the humans.

It´s so easy to get lost in the thought that we are nothing but sinners: Ugly, awfull, dirty sinners!
I want to take this Eastertime to remind ya´ll about what God says about creation, about humans, you, me and everyone out there.

First...
"In the beginning God created heaven and earth....And He sow that it was good!"
"Lets make humanbeing in Our image, in Our likeness. They shall rule over the fish, birds and everything that moves upon the earth....He made them to be man and woman. And He blessed them." Everything was given to human: fruittrees, berries. Greenplants as food for the animals.
"And God sow what He had made and it was more then good!"

Now human had free will. How can you truly love someone without free will? God wanted to love and to be loved by His creation. They needed a choice: One tree in the garden was forbidden: the tree of knowlege.
God said if they ate from it they would surely die.
Lucifer - a fallen angel(another story for another time) in the shape of a snake created lust and confusion in the humans mind by laying to them: "Surely, you will not die! You will become like God!"
We know the story: They ate the fruit, were disobidient to God and He could no longer have them in the garden of Eden. They made a choice to depart from God and His will and now it would no longer be possible for them to have the relationship with God that He wanted - that He had made them for.
God who had given them life had to turn away from them, sin came in and sickness, decise and death came with it.
(They had to start working the earth for food - around 10.000 years ago in the middle-east).

Second...
I love the Cronicles of Narnia! C.S. Lewis telles the story so well:
The wintercold surrounds the land - the law sad that someone had to die for the sin(rebellion, betraial, disobidiense...so on..) Edmunds blood was demanded by the whitewitch.
Then the Lion, Aslan - the son of the King on the other side of the sea - comes and gives his own blood in Edmunds place. The whitewitch rejoices - finaly her enimy is dead! But she did not now of the other law: "He who gives his life for another, being without guilt himself can not be held back by death."
So Aslan awakes and concurs the whitewitch and all of her armies.

The rightiusness of God are both these laws...
Sin needs blood. The humans were thought to sacrefice a lamb, the blood covered for them for a while, then they had to secrefice another one.........Until the ultimate Sacrificial Lamb came.. Jesus Christ chose - out of love for the humans and obidience and love for God His Father - to come to earth, show humans how God saw them, treat them as God would: "Healing the sick and brokenhearted, resurecting the dead, teaching and providing, and at the end: dying on the cross for our sins, giving His blood as the perfect secrifice. (This blood did not just cover our sin like the blood for the normal lamb, but took it all away for ever!)"
"..and he who believes in Him shall have everlasting life."

"Surely He has boren our griefs and carried our sorrows;
Yet we esteemed Him as stricken, smitten by God and afflicted.
But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our iniquities;
the chastisment for our peace was upon Him.
And by His stripes we are healed." Isaiah 53:4-5

Third....finaly:
So... First - created in the image and likeness of God, He said human was "more then good", made to rule and take care of everything on the earth.
Second - Then sin came. What did He do? Came up with a solution!! The blood of Jesus Christ!!
- that means forgiveness and grace for everyone who believes and turnes to Him <3

Finaly, what I wanted to share with you on this beautiful sunny day:
How God sees you as a human:
* Psalm 139 says: God know you, and everyone of the days of your life befor they had even begun. He knows your every thought, longing and desier. He tied you togheter in your mothers womb! You are a masterpice!! A work of art!!
* The Song of Songs says YOU are beautiful, with no flaw, and His most beloved!!
* The Prophet Sefania sais that God rejoices over you with dancing, in His love He will give you rest.
* "I know what thoughts I think of YOU, sais the Lord. Thoughts of future and hope, not of anything bad!"

Okay, if you have accepted the Sacrifice of Jesus - His blood for your sins - then God sees you through Jesus Christ!!
* Rightious, without sin
* Loving and good
* Obidiente and humble
....so on...........

- and He provided for it all for us though we did not deserve it nor exept it -
So a Christians lifelong goal is to become more and more like Jesus Himself.. How??
Learning from what we see Him doing :) Doing what He did to the people around us...
But as Paul sais: "What I want to do I tend not to do, and what I don´t want to do I tend to do.."
Our flesh (selfisness, disobidience...so on...) does not want to do the things that Jesus did..(it hurts the ego.... :P ) That´s why God gave us the power of The Word (the Bible - every spoken word matters so careful what you say ;) - remember God created the world by speaking and we are created in His likeness... -
The power of Holy Spirit for guidence, support and comfort in hardship and much more.
The power of the blood of Jesus that helps us if we fall short :)

God is GOOD!!!
Look at all He has done for us!!!
To think that we matter to Him, the human in the whole marveles universe!!!
He sees us and loves us <3

May your Easter be blessed and may the love and grace of God be showen unto you that you may have life in Him :) :) :)
<3 <3 <3

(Please excuse my language..it´s not always easy finding the right words in English and spelling them correctly then the spellingprogram is not working....)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

We all need food!

There are three ecential things in life that we all need in order to survive, (phisicaly):
Air
Wather
Food
To a human spirit theese three are:
Gods precence
The Holy Spirit
The Word of God (Jesus, see John 1.1->)

This week has been filled with them all!
And God is good!!
In His mercy and grace He has once again turned His face to me telling me how much He loves me!! How much He wants me to see all He has prepaired for those who love Him.
I want YOU to KNOW that YOU ARE LOVED for who YOU ARE by the One Who Created YOU, the One who sow YOU and knew YOU allready when YOU were in your mothers womb.
More then anything HE WANTS YOU to KNOW HIS LOVE FOR YOU!!
He wants YOU to know that He loves you so much there´s no messure with enough room for all the love He has just for YOU!!

You may know me, you may not... I want you to know that I don´t believe something easely..I´ve had my chears of fights on weither to believe or not.. Ask me why I believe and what!! I´d love to answer, take time to sit down with you and let you know how He loves you and how He became my everything.

"For God so loved the you that He gave His Only Son, that you if you believe in Him should not parrish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son to condemn you, but that you may be saved through Him." John 3:16-17

Friday, February 03, 2012

"Eli, Eli, lamá sabaktáni?"

The thing about walking by faith and not by sight is that even when I feel all alone I have to remember that He is always there!
When I gett caught up in my own ways -not alowing Him to guide me in doing what´s best; I need to remember that He keeps waiting -with open arms saying: "When ever you´re ready...?" Waiting so patiantly for me to realize that I´m making a mess.
I say: "God? Why have you left me? Do You not care?"
-deep down I know You are there! Waiting for me to say the word..Waiting for me to alowe You back to where You belong: IN CHARGE!
Three words are on my lips -they will always be; I NEED YOU!

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Help me do what You call me to do!

They say I´m brainwashed - then where does the dubt come from?
They say I´m selfrightius - then they obiusly do not know me.
They say I make myself more stupid then I really am - do they even have a clue how it feels to know enough to get good grades and know even more that this knowlage is nothing but junk?

I see my dubts everyday - knowingly brainwashed to beleiving truth dosen´t seam to bad.
I see my mistakes maybe more clear then anyone - I know that I need Jesus´rightiusness!
I see my stupidness too: I know much about what God sais about life, me and victory in Christ - do I live by it?

Most everywhere I go people say hatefull negative stuff about Christians - about me!
Yes, it hurts...Yes, it makes me question my belifes, my life and my God...
But mostly it makes me question me. What´s wrong with me since they don´t see You in me God? What´s wrong when they can´t see Your love for them but only judgement and selfrightiusness?
I need You to show me! I need You to guid me! I need You to hold me when I get confused!

Someone wrote: "When the people unrightfully accuse me I know I´m doing my job. When people get saved around me I know that The Holy Spirit is doing His."